Let me explain what I mean. Two weeks ago was the final of the Move it and Lose it competition. I lost 23 pounds during that competition! I lost over 10% of my body fat which won me $500 and a pair of Earthwear Footwear. This competition was sponsored by Earthwear and I am forever thankful for it. I received my check last week and can not wait till I get to put the shoes to good use. As if that was not enough on Tuesday we had the twitter party for Shay from the Biggest Loser. I walked away that night winning a $50 Subway giftcard and an interview with Jared. I am so excited to be able to ask him about his journey and learn from him.
So all is great right? Well I thought so and then my life happened and I did what I have always done.... succumbed. I have not seen my husband in two weeks and it will be at least Friday before I do. (Thats if his work does not make it even longer) My oldest is at my moms this summer except the week of Father's Day and I miss him terribly. Caleb is waking up 5 and 6 times a night but then back up at 6 am. My back is killing me and I had to go get X Rays last week to find out what is going on (still no results). All in all I am lonely, depressed, and fighting to keep my head above water.
So what came of it all? Bad food choices, several sodas, very little exercise, and overall doing nothing but gaining 3 pounds. Yes you read that right I gained 3 pounds! I am beyond ashamed because I worked so hard and I am doing it again. I was so proud of walking my 4-7 miles a day and when talking to my dr last week he said I was wasting my time. So instead of remembering my numbers and pushing through all the crap I caved and faltered. I feel like I let myself down, mamavation down, my family down, etc.
I am trying to fix this but not really sure how. I know just get up and move but I just can't. Why, you ask? I don't know.... I guess because I am good at making excuses and letting other's make them for me. So I need your help mamavation!
- Weight: 205 (-20 total +3 this week)
- Height: 5'8
- Drink 80 ounces of water a day
- Work out on the Wii Fit for 60 minutes daily
- Don't eat after 7 pm
- No soda drinking
- Weigh 150 pounds
- No soda drinking
- Work out 90 min daily
- BMI 22.8